Do you ever go through some days that you suddenly feel the weight of everything in your world come down on you? Days that seem if one brick in the wall that you trying to build is not there that your whole world is going to fall? I felt that around 10:30pm tonight.

I start my EMT classes on the 17th of August, which is conducted on every Tuesday and Thursday from 5pm to 9:30pm. And it looks like, because of the schedule, that I will not be able attend Matt's Wedding. I can't miss a class.

I'm also waiting to see if I get a substitute teaching job in Whittier. This will(God willing) provide my income to live in the Whittier area.

It would be awesome for all this to work out.

I realized I have never shown any pictures of myself on the blog, other than a picture of me when I was 4. So here is a picture of Kristin and myself. I love this beautiful girl. 

I got a job for the next month. This is really nice seeing that if I get hired fo substitute teaching I will not be working till September. I will be taking inventory for Media warehouse, 40 hours a week, from 4:30pm to 1:00 am.

I miss being in Maine right now. But not so much for the actual location. August 21 cannot come soon enough.

I'm try to write this essay on love right now but my thoughts are all over the place. I'll post it when I get it done.

Darren is back from Guati. Good times.

I am part of a new blog. The virtual porch. Discuss. 

I got back from Maine on Thursday. The trip was soo good. I miss Kristin. I can't write too much right now. I need to think a bit before I let the internet know what's going on in my head.