Do you ever go through some days that you suddenly feel the weight of everything in your world come down on you? Days that seem if one brick in the wall that you trying to build is not there that your whole world is going to fall? I felt that around 10:30pm tonight.

I start my EMT classes on the 17th of August, which is conducted on every Tuesday and Thursday from 5pm to 9:30pm. And it looks like, because of the schedule, that I will not be able attend Matt's Wedding. I can't miss a class.

I'm also waiting to see if I get a substitute teaching job in Whittier. This will(God willing) provide my income to live in the Whittier area.

It would be awesome for all this to work out.