It has been so hard to sleep this week. My mind is becoming my own prison in which I have conversations with people in my head which drives me to feel such great emotional angst. I can hardly study. All I do is pray constantly. I can understand when Paul says to pray without ceasing. That is all I can do. I have such a heaviness in me. A burden that I can barely lift. Though everyday I constantly see God reminding me that He cares and is here with me. Be it through friends, family, and even some strangers I've met. And there have been some note worthy things that have occurred but are too personal in nature to disclose here. I'd rather you ask me about them in person. It's still so hard yet these things let me understand that there is purpose.