The hardest thing to see is the suffering of ones who just lost someone. I hate that part of my job. Seeing someone die is ok for me. Even the most violent deaths end serenly and there is a calm that sets in as a spirit is released.

But seeing the suffering after death is sometimes unbearable. Seeing wifes/mothers/fathers/sisters/brothers/etc. screaming with pain makes me want to pull my eyes out and rip my ears off.